When I was in pre-school – so maybe 4, 5 years old, we had to get injections. We went to the school hall for it. We all lined up and I got to the front and was super curious and saw this needle about to inject into my skin. I was super excited and looked really closely so I could watch what happened. I’d had injections before and I wanted to see how they did it. She got the needle out and it was poised over my arm and…
…this bitch teacher to my side goes ‘look at me!’ and waves at me like some sort of clowny idiot. I’m not impressed. This is not important. When I look back it was over. I missed it. Godammit.
I can still see this twat’s fake smiley ass clown face. I was annoyed at her but what could I do.
I don’t know if I can enjoy injections anymore.
I wish I hadn’t seen more of you
Now I know
I do not like you
I guess that’s what
Not loving someone
I wonder if
I ever will
I want to dive into somebody
who does not have
rocks at the bottom
does everyone have rocks…
I’m sorry no one treats you like
The princess that you clearly are
Is the world getting shittier or am I wearing shit tinted glasses
I got a singing boy to sing to me!
He looked in my eyes and they said
I’ll take her!
But I left
While he helped put the drum kit in the car
Guess you can’t make people do things with your eyes…
they said he was Different
i didn’t know
he was so
i thought he was
it wasn’t until
he dropped me
ten miles out of nowhere
that i realised
this wasn’t going to work
muddied up with colours that don’t match
don’t you think for one moment
that your shades are anything less
than out of this world